Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Worse thIng HapPen...*SuxX*

I just cant get it out of my mind..I've make a big mistake!!!

27th march...Went to work that morning. As usual around 9:45, daddy dend me to saberkas. Duh!! We were supose to get all valuable stuff from the our bag and keep the bag in so called 'locker'. Wat shocked me is that I cant find my wallet anywhere in dat bag of mine..Duh!!! I checked every pocket...Im sure i bring it back the nite before....Gosh!! Cold sweat starts to roll over my back..n my forehead..But surprisingly I dun panic. As if its no big deal...My mind was like " maybe left it at home or in the car lastnite..." But den still x berpuas hati, so I called up me lil bro for help (coz i was not at home)...

Me : Boy, help me look for my wallet on the table..or on the floor..If dun have, go cari it in my room..Later i call again...
Bro : Wat wallet? Where did u put it??
Me : *hati makin panas* Aiiee!! My wallet lar!! I duno where i put it...Dats why Im asking u 2 find it for me....Cari lok!! Dun let daddy know ah....
Bro : OoO..

Called him for the second time.........

Me : Got ka??
Bro : No..Where did u put it? Not with u ka??
Me : *not in the mood liaw* Dunoo!! haizz.. Daddy know ka??
Bro : uh-huh...He ask u to check properly...
Me : ooo..ok laa...Try to find again....Den call me la....Byee...

Den called me mommy in the office....

Duno who : Hello, kastam...
Me : Heloo, may i speak to C pls???
Duno who : Errmm..nya xda knktok...Kluar breakfast..Klak ktk telepon agik k...
Me : ooo..ya ka?? Ok laa...Nya balt kelak, padah daughter nya call...Byee...

For the second time....

Mummy : Haloo....
Me : Mummy!!
Mumy : Ooii....wat??
Me : U got see my wallet in the car ka???
Mummy : No...Where did u put it? (~Duh!! I wouldnt ask u if i know where it is!!~) Later la I try to look for it...
Me : ok..Byee....

Damn...By den omoz 1pm ordy..My stomache make noise liaw..Luckily I had breakfast before goin to work...

Phone starts ringing...From mummy's office.....
Me : Heloo...
Mummy : B, I dun see ur wallet anywhere in the car....
Me : ooo......*so f**kin nervous liaw*
Mummy : Not with u ka?? U better find it...Ur I.c, driving lisence, etc...all in there...
Me : aokk...

Shit!! DAmn!!! F**kin arsehole!! I lost my beloved wallet!!!! ARARgghh!!!!!!!!! New want aahh..Bought in Kl sumore...Bodyglove sumore!!! DaMn expensive aahh!! And all my important stuff are n there....I.C, lisence, rm 10.00++ ,everything!!! Gone!!!!!!!!! Just like dat!!! But how?? Where did I tercicir it??? I remember holding it after Im off from work...Den putting it in my bag....But....Duh!!! Cant recall anything!!! I tink it'd fell out from my bag when I tried to stuff it in my bag....Stupid laarr!!!!! Shud have check it properly....Luckily I dun put alot of money in there...Now I had to go to police station make police report..Make daddy hot jak...Say I ma fan him laa..blaa.blaa...Aduh!!! Be tahan larr!! WAT?? U tink I purposely lost it ka??? I oso kin tio maa...I oso cared bout it maa..But things do happen....Haiizzz...
After this have to go do new IC, use the temporary one while its in the process.....Den go JPJ make my liscence again...Haizzz....I just passed my driving test like 2 month ago...Hrrmm...Do dey mind to make a new "L" lisecnce for me?? I noe its no use but I still wana keep it...Sebagai kenangan...Ahakxx!!!! Just hope dey can....

I miss my wallet ssooo much!!! And my IC n everything!!!!!!!!!!! Huhhuuu!!!

Monday, March 26, 2007

So I tried It...................

Tericia Lee, your score is: 71 percent


Tericia Lee, you like playing with fire - no wonder that you fall in love very easily. You prefer to be in seventh heaven and to enjoy this feeling to the max. However when your dreams don't come true, then you feel down and disillusioned. Sometimes it's better to keep a cool head and to check out if you are really serious about your relationship. Because love also requires dependability and honesty.


Ya kaa...Errmm..I guess soo...Just broke up recently..DUh!!! Y am I heboh-ing this stuff???Nah, nevermind la..I dun give a damn..Its not a serious one anyway...1-week relationship nia..Den *puff*!! Its gone...I noe Im cruel n evil n so on..But I think I mad the right decision..By dumping aka letting him go...Takkan I wana continue to play him rite?? Duh!! Gosh!! Im so damn pain in d arrse........
To xxxx, Am so sorry for hurting u...

Sunday, March 25, 2007

For ur information......

Now, EVERYONE can comment me liaw!!!!!!!!!!! So send in anything!! I'd like to know what u're thinking!!

Monday, March 19, 2007

????

Long time hvnt update...Im really out of ideas..I dun even noe what I shud type in the "title" box..Haizz...
Well, I'll just do sum summary on wat had happen @ wat i've did thiz whole week...Hopefully I dun forget to jot down the important stuff..

12 March- Tuesday..
The day I got my result..Im off from work too..I tot of goin out with sum fren..But after getting my result, got no mood to go out nenjoy at all..So terperuk jak dalam rumah..Thinking bout wat gona happen to my future..Haizz...Mummy was soo calm in the phone, when she ask bout my result..Daddy oso out-of-word..I tot they were ok with it..But things suddenly change..As soon as mommy reach home..She started bombarding me..Den daddy oso drop his bomb..Walao eh!! It seems dat dey reallyput high hopes on me..And of course I've let them down...huhuu...
Dat nite no mood to eat loo...Online omoz allnite just to do some research bout suitable institution aka college...

13 March -Wednesday..
Back to work...Got no mood at all..Daddy cant stop lecturing me..And at the same time nag my big bro..Duh!! I cant believe I've really upset him..Sorry daddy..I've tried my best and yeah its still not enuf..At work, layan my customer like I dun get enuf food to eat..Taukey again lecture me..But i dun care.. I answered him back..hahahaa...
Dat nite, it was so kind of him to bring all his workers to eat..*dats wat I like bout him* We tumpang him to Hornbill..Woah!! Hiz Honda really kills!! Omoz like his bro (da lao ban)'s SUBARU..But of course his bro's ride better la...Dat guy really is rich..I wonder he used his own money o wat...hrrmm..Neway, I've melanggar my diet plan dat nite by filling my stomache non-stop..Once a while ma..hehehe...But den rasa bersalah pulak...

14th March - Thurday...
Daddy woke me up..And it was 8 sumthing...Ngatiaw...I dun get enuf slep la!! Since I do sum research on IPTA @Private College till 3 in d morning..Lemah nyawa..Wana crawled back to my comforing bed and have wet derams...*Ahakxx!!* [Quoted by Irena^Oren] Tapi yelah...Daddy to kepo bout the application form for IPTA. Be patient la daddy..I will do watever I shud...Trust me..Me dun play2 like G oo...But damn the system are down..I've tried for a few times until at last I gave up..Wana go work liaw ma...Mun x percuma kena tiaw..Too bad, I was bombed..Coz I ask a lot...Hehehe..I asked to be transfer to the other shop..Coz Im more happy der, and the business der are better..haha..Dat way I wud get more comission...

15th March - Friday
Woke up erlier den usual...Dunoo why...Just to memuaskan my daddy's hati, I surf the net...Open IE 1st, den mIRC, den winamp, den turn the volume up...Dun care ah!! Dun wana hear daddy nag again...Fan nao ahh!! Den open another IE, open my blog....Blaa..bllaa...Open limewire...
After dat went to work...Another boring day ahead...Haizzz...Hopefully I'll have more customer since its friday...HAhaha...Oh ya, finally got transfered to the other shop...Phew!!! Of course tokey was a bit 'bad-moodafter dat..Coz I asked for it again n again...And he "full-filled" my >wish< So good of him laar!!! I was so damn happy!!
And today I sold 6 handphone!! Can believe it!! I hardly sold more den 3 phones in the other shop...

16th March- Sat
Sien laa..Duno wat to write liaw..Dats all...

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Failure..


Darn!! This topic really kills me..Result cumes out yesterday..After knowing wat I get for my SPM. Am so not-myself rite now..It suXx..

I cant believe I've flunked my exam..Haizz..Its like worst-case-scenario. Tho everyone was congratulating me. Saying it was good enuf. Probably because I dun really failed the exam..But inside, it hurts..Cause it wasnt enough..I needed 2 or more A's, cause dat was wat I've targeted. But I failed to achieve it. Im a FAILURE!! I shud have pushed harder. Tho I was quite jealous of my friend's result..Dey were just normal.. We played..We studied..But still I dun understand why Im not dat good as dey are..And they scored very well compared to me..Im so damn jealous couse they have real good brains..I tink i have to work 5 times harder to have their brain, their smart-ness..Gosh!! Now den I realised that when comes to study, I shud have struggle more. I noe Im not smart compared to the others. But am I stupid? I dun tink so. Now, wats left is just hot tears flowing down my cheeks..I cant help it..Daddy n mummy put high hopes on me..I've disappointed dem..Dey dun even wan to talk to me now..WHY??? How Come??? I did verry well for my PMR, but why not SPM??? Tsskk..tskk..Daddy, Mummy..Im soo soo soorryy for letting u down!!

Duh....Cant type anymore..I feel so depresed.. Im not sure where I'd head next..I mite not get to continue my studies anymore..My dreams are all shattered into millions...The chances I have are only 40/100..As in 40%.



Please dun comfort me..It'll never work..I noe its not the end of the world..But dun woory. I'll get over it after a while...

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Myspace Layouts
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Please dont tell me not to cry
Please dont day theres a reason why
U dont know wat Im feeling
Or how much I hurt
U think I shud go on
Forget bout it
But deep down Im sad
I dont expect U to understand why
For no reason, I broke down and cry
Please dont try to act like nothing happened
Because it changed ME forever
I will never be the same again
Not now, Not today, Not tomorrow
The best thing U can do is just be there
My friends,
Be with me as a fren instead of ignoring me
My broken heart is hurting bad
Rite now
Am just letting time to mend it
And hopefully I'll get over it.

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

HapPY BirThdAy t0 ME!!!!

Yeah.. Dat was a few days ago. Which on the 4th of March. My Sweet 18th BIRTHDAY!!! "Errmm, tot 'sweet' is only 4 those becuming 16?? As in ~sweet 16teen~" Which is correct?? Arrghh!! Hantam saja laa..Oh ya, I shared my birthday with Jason (same date and year wor) and Betram.
Happy Birthday to U too!!

Mommy finally decided to throw small little party for me...Must wat...Dun celebrate it for so long liaw..Usually whenever's whos birthday comes [among our family], dady wud bring us out for dinner..We go different place every year..Sumtime the MJC lo, Batu Lintang lo, BDC lo. *mana lagi ye??* Sumtime even went to the same place twice...Ngaitii..Kinda sien ordy..

Actually mommy dun wan.Say lazy ler, house so messy laa..Apa laa..Blaa..blaa..But sumhow my uncle 'force' her and manage to pujuk her. Well, nobody can say "NO" to Uncle F..Hez like the [BOZ] in our big-big family (dat includes my uncle n aunty of my mom's side lo). Once, my aunty was admitted to hospital for few weeks because of an 'accident'..And guess wat..Not one of her so called FRIENDS who use to hang out with her, even balik kampung (our kampung, dey take my granma's fruit back to Kuching!!) with her come to visit her..And so my uncle lecture her lo..Hahaha...She juz lie there listen nia.. Kesian..


~BACK FROM ADVERTISMENT!!~


I only get to celebrate it with my relative..NO friends!! Huhuuuhuu...Dey chickened out ler..Hahaha..NO lar..All of dem got there own thing @ bussiness to do..Sum go damai lo..Sum go church thingy lo.. Another go party lo..Do watever thing with whomever lo.I duno, dun care...heehehe...By the way, I 'off' quite early dat day..Around 7 lyk dat..Haha...Juz love my taukey so much!! Hez to good ler..So kind-hearted of him to let me off so early..


My BIRTHDAY cake.


The cake got NO name ler..Tsk..Tsk...Coz it was last minute plan. So mummy get the every-ready cake....Bithday isnt complete without cake wat..So cant complain..Ngaiti!! I tot she'll get me sumting "without icing"..But the cake she bought was so fatty ler!!! EeeEE!!
So, the event was ; lighting candle , den sing-along lo, den close my eyes while making wish *fingers cross, hope it'll cum TRUE* , blow candle [everyone took sum photo] *snap,snap* , cut cake, den stuff it into my mouth [again taken few photo] *snap, snap* Den everyone feast!! Dady cooked everything..Got all kinds of food from the chinese's style to dayak's style..Of course sum bring their own 'recipe' too..Eat till wana puke err...

And I get lots-lotsa 'ang-pao' ler..Hehehe...Im like soo lucky!! I just collected angpao few weeks ago during Chinese New Year..And a few more packet flow into my pocket on my birthday...Woah!! Wait till I got my pay again...Den I'll be spending lotsa money after this..Hahaha!!! By the way, I received cute little present from my cuzzie...Which was -->Spongebob Squarepants<--- and from Hosanna n Ai Fang :--->bracelet<----

*Thankx U sooo much!!!*


Soon, my house becomes 'football-fanatic-gambling-ground'. So cun that night MAN U played against Liverpool. Both my uncle bet for 50bucks on their own favourite team...Too bad the score was 2-1 [forgot which team won].. If the score was even, I mite get hold of dat 100buckz...WAH!!! How nice!!!

Saturday, March 3, 2007

I've goTagged!!! UwwaAaa...Uwaaa :'(

OMG!!OMG!!! I have to post thiz...Had been delaying it since last month..Duh!!!

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

*The choice of colour for my text so little nia meh??*

YEAH!! I've got TAGGED!! [Duno why my mood looks lyk Im an insane person..] Yeah, I mean 'yea' kind of Yeah...Not the yeah [happy] kind of YeaH...Gedit??? No?? Knock ur head 3 times into the wall...Yerp..INTO the wall!!

The 6 things dat is weird bout me..

~Apa la...Paise leh go and tell the whole world bout this things..Haizz...~

Fact #1 : LOVE to talk crap aka nonsence aka shit aka 'fei hua'
Started since I was young...Ehehe...Me owes fight with my bro bah..So everything just came out from my mouth...damn..!! Luckily i dun swore..Or else i'll get a slapped on the face...I still continued my 'sikap' till today ler..DUn believe? Ask me couzin, or my closest friends...and even my taukey n my workmate...

Fact #2 : Im can be happy-go-lucky and emo and pissed at certain time..(NOT at the SAME time arh)
NO commen..Its ordy in my blood...Kekkekee...

Fact #3: LOVE to 'build castle in the air'...alot....
Such as : Wana get new cloth loo..Stylo, trendy updated want lo...Wana get new hp lo..Which mite not tercapai...Wana have car loo..Since I have my driving liscence ordy...Wana go study
overseas lo...When my parents are having financial problem...HAizzz...Wan buy big mansion when im rich loo...Muaaahahaha!!!!

*Why is everything have to involve money????!!!*

Oh ya, not 2 forget I wan a handsome charming guy as a boyfren...Ahakzz!!! Yang berpendapatan tetap...Like dey say "can put food on the table for my family"..Hehe...Not the stupid-son of-a-biatch who uses me, or take me for granted...

Fact #4 : I hate being controlled..BUT never answered my parent...
Its true.I never 'fought' back..I'll just shut up when I got blamed for things @ mistake I never did....*den i'll show my 'sour-face' lo..* So dat the 'bomb' dat drop on me not too big..Hhahaha...Another thing is Im totally controlled by my parent..Yeah, dey're veli strict oo..I noe dey cared out me, but plzz....I noe how to take care of myself...~the fact dat I mix with good people! Duh!! ~

Fact #5 : Got sweaty palm...
Ngaiti...Duno wat happen to me..Got sweaty- palm all the time...Juz started oo...Recently...Hate the feeling lar!!! Wet-wet de... Eve, did u just pass ur 'ill-ness' to me???

Fact #6 : I dyed my hair..And it totally looks weird!!!
Blaa..blaaa...blaaa...NO comen!!! Indescripable hair-do....I've longed to get my hair dyed and either straigthen it or perm it...Ehehe...But i only manage to dye it coz it was ordy 4pm and I've got wedding dinner to attend...I love it soo much ler...Get it done at RIGI II..Hahahaa...My usual hair-saloon close on the day. So the nearest one was Rigi lo(actually not the nearest, but i pujuk my mom to go der...The things is, the colour looks weird on me..I tink I looks darker with it...Huuhuuu....

I guess dats all...Got lots more to list..But the rules say 6, den 6 nia lo..Wat for so many??

*ME malas sumore..Notice my blog are only letters n words without picture??*

Oh ya, I omoz forgot...I get to tagged other blogger rite??? Well, I'd say i'll tag KENNY SIA, PEARL EE, SIM DAI KOR, JAMIE, MENNEQUIN and CLEMENT!!!
Errmmm...since Clement dun blogging liaw..Im gona tag HARDGAY aka Weeliang loo...







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