Sunday, May 31, 2009

This movie is a damn amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damnn!!! This is what you call a movie.....Man, its a masterpiece!!! Shiiattt....

Its way-way more better than Da Vincci Code....Da vincci code was ok laaa....But is too complicated....Makes you twist ur brain too much and at some point, dont even know what are they doing...lol.....

But this Angels and Demons.....Mysterious yet straight to the point...An the sets were unbelievable!!!! So beautiful!! Though abit scary when theres statues pointing up and down, north to west....lol....One day, I'll visit the Vatican...Thats a must!!!





Anyhow, Happy Gawai to all my friends!!! Cant believe Im having 2 papers on the 3rd...Shiiatttt.....N Math's A2 was crazyyy!!!!!!!!!


Friday, May 1, 2009

Congrats...!!!

Toooo Mummy!!!!!

For getting 4th place in some Traditional Costume Competition by organize DBNA Serapi...Senior category...Was held at the kampung last Saturday....Consolation also ok la rather than nothing....


Hrrrmmm....Not bad for and 'elderly' lady like mum hoh...Sexy mama...~Lol~...Senior Category consist of ladies aged 13 and above ok...And mum's age was like #@*~ ( private and confidential not meant to be mention )...Well, biasa laaa...Like daughter like mumy....Muuahahahaha!!!!



* Pictures are not with me....So not uploading any...Sooryy...*

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Break up, Make up and Fucked Up......

Yeah, U saw it....U heard me....Thats wats up with me this days....

I thought I was gona be happy....After the 'make up' part.....But neither did I know that things came up and really 'fucked me up'....

Something happen and so I decide to give it a break....But my boy doesnt let me....As in, hez fucking crazy @ mad to face the fact that I'm leaving him...lol~~....And since hez been trying and trying and trying and begging soooo hard in talking and winning me back....I just thought "ahh, just give him a second chance laa"....Well, Im not hoping for any miracle to happen after this tho....I know that one day no matter what, sooner or later, he'll leave me....Geeeee, scary huh...But what can do??? I've taken the risk to be in that relationship one year ago...>So I guess I have to take the risk again of having him back and letting him go again in a few months time...


And now the FCUKED UP part...Yeshh!! You heard me right!!! I fucked up!!! Like 2 days after am back with my boy, and this is between 2 of my babes....Dammmnnn...Again something happen and caused us to kinda 'fight'...They somehow blame me for something that never was my intension to do...It just happen!! Things just happen like that....Why are u guys bombarding me as if I purposely do it???? How can I possibly control whats on his mind and what to say???

I admit though that it was my fault to talk to him about the things we talk about....But I do know my limit....Go ask him if I've ever talked bout u guys...NO!!! Except for the part where I always tell him about that other gurl...Geeee!!! Like what is sooo wrong about that...?? I hate her sooo much!!! So why should I give her face??? I love to bitch her around, but come to think about it...To whom do I bitch her to??? Only him...I only talk about her to him....Not her bf or your bf or anyone else's bf....Rite???

And you called me a backstabber??? Pleasa laaa....Who backstab who at the first place??? Think about it clearly....It was never a friendship by force...Its you who want to have a friendship like that, playing with both side....But have I ever take it in mind??? Never!! Because I trusted you soo much that it never cross my mind that you'll do such thing....If you think you're soooo smart in handling this game, go now and ask your friend what she told him....

Plus, if you hate him soooo much, go ahead....That is your problem...Confront him then, tell him what you know soo much about him....Why do you have to drag that into this??? What does it got to do with me??? We're just arguing merely about the text....Nothing about one's personality or attitude (apart for my bad attitude of talkin tooo much laa..)

To be honest, I'm glad that you guys found the text and 'attack' me that way....Except the part where he insulted you guys...Am truly soory on his behalf....You should know now the way he talked...I was soooo down when this happen, and it really shook me cause I know I really fcuked up this time....But then, when I think of it again, I have nothing to regret at all....


*Soooryy for the harsh words and angry mode....Im not denying anything here and I admit the mistake that I've done...I hope things will get better soon...
Anyhow, thanks for all the great @ precious time we had together....You guys will owes be my babe....I truly regret any pain that I've caused....

To the readers who dont understand, dont woory...Meaning that I'm not talkin bout you....so chill...*

Thursday, April 9, 2009

PC Fair, Topspot and movie....

Went to check out the PC fair....Didnt get anything cause am following me cousin....No money laaa...Unless if mumy follow, then surely I can show off some new toys now...Lol..~~

As usual, the place was packed with all kinds of human being....The rich the poor, the young the old, the man the woman, the boy the gurl...lol...Nonsense...Met my former workmate....Aaawwww!!! I missed them!!! And its nice to know that they all missed me....hheehheee....I missed working tooo...huuuhuuu...

Then after that, we went up to topspot to fill out empty stomache...Serious shit...Was sooo hungry then... *No detail, so lazy to compose now*

Head to cinema to watch Fast and the Furios 4......DAmnnn good movie....Just not up to my expectation....Not much of race and cars this time...Just cars chasing each other and cops looking for the bad guys....But its ok laa..I enjoyed it....

Thats all I guess...Aduhh!!! malas nye saya ni....Saje je wana blog cos Azee asked me to.....

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Man, I missed blogging...
wtf...I'm surprised I still remember the password to this blog...
Soory for the delay or whatsoever...Going online now is the last thing I would do for now...* heck, yeah rite!!! lol!! *

So this is what I've accomplished so far.....
  • I quit my work at PC Image and go back to college....Chemistry really do kill me....* no more detail, its embarassing...Damnn, I fcuked up soo hard this time....*
  • I have only 2month to struggle cause I missed the 2 months earlier!!! Which is crazy for me with this dumb brain ad rusted knowledge!!!
  • But Im happy that I got paid more than what i've expected...Serious shitt...My mata juling when I got the cheque....Too bad...Its now for my food n important stuff cause daddy n mummy aint giving me any....huuuhuuu
  • Dun really look forward to goin back to college cause its sumhow sumhow....* dunoo how to say it *...But am looking forward to see my baby there everyday now...and all my babes that I've left there since....
  • Arrrghhh~~!!!Im fcuked up cause I received an email form H&L bout their weekly promotion...And guess wat, they registered my name as Jericia...>wtf!!!!!!!!!!! How the hell to pronounce that anyway ???? Does it even sound like a name???
  • The old bitch aint disturbing me and my boy anymore....Pheewwww!!!!! Goo!! goo!!! shooo!!! Go play far far....Go spend ur last rm400++ u got from the balance of the deposit....Go get sum other small boy to mess up with.....
  • * owhh, btw....damn u old biatch...Think goin to the college to complain is the best thing to do???? Who do u think you are??? U're not even the landlord for goodness sake....And U wana complain bout me???? Pleasseeee laaa....Am no longer a student there nemore...Not an official one to be exact.....Lol!!! *rolling on the floor oredy* U're just making a fool of urself there....and owh, the college doesnt have any CCTV laa...idiot...*
  • Finally, Im back to goin church....Yeehhaaaa!!!!! I just felt relieved...Now no one can say am a pagan....Shoot u if you do...There's one thing I hvnt do, going for confession...When was the last time I go again??? Like 3-4 years??? Dammmnn!!! Im sinful!!! Lord, forgive me...

Well, I guess thats all for now...Enjoy ya...Tho I dont think theres anything interesting...lol...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Huge disappointment again...wtf....Im totally out of my mind from now....Seriously..Its like something heavy, real heavy just come crushing down my skull and exude my brain juice out...damnit...

Cant believe Im repeating history again and again and again....Am I really a failure??? Geeessshh, sometime it makes me stop believing in praying for miracle....I mean pray for good means laaaa, not for the sake of miracle to happen....

Am I that dumb???? Why on earth do I become dumb n dummer the older I get??? I dont deserve this at all....I mean I have never offended anyone in my 20 years of living???? Why do I get such nuisance dat I failed to achieve what I've wanted to get?? My goal...My dream....I've tried, really I do....I just dont understand whats goin on with me....

I have a control freak parent, and uncleared vision of a Bf, moderate @ average house to stay in, comfortable life, poverty never get to invade my family.....So what else have I missed??? What else that I'm missing that cause such dissapoinment for me??? and to dady n mumy????

This is just a whole freakin mess...Now everything tergendala....Traveling, freedom, social life, independant....Poooffff!!!! Just gone just like dat....wtf.....Im just soo confused.....The thoughts of giving up all these ever come across me tho...But then, is it worth it to take the risk???

*Im in doubt*

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year

I'm bloated...But cant stop eating eating and eating...

Longing to see all my long lost friend....Somebody told me something happen to Joanna's hair and I cant wait to check it out....

Met my primary school classmate during visiting to his place@ mum's collegue's place....And he still remembered my name!!! Im touched!!! Coz I've forgotten his name....

Owh, I'm working now...At saberkas but not at the previous place...Seek and you shall find...Was expecting the booss to give us red packet...But sadly no....No complain tho...

Red packet!!! Ang pow!!! I want!!! I need some cash laaa!!! Before I get my 1st pay...huuuhuuu...

Will be celebrating my 1st anniversary with my baby in a few days....But den he didnt noe bout it...Guys sometime too ignorant...Wat can do???? Owh, we were supose to be nominated for "Best Couple"...But then they cross our name out cause I'm not a student there anymore....Booo0hoo...

I'm freakin foneless again coz my cousin took her fone back..All this while I've been using hers, hvnt got a new one...

Heard our A-Level result out oredy.....And I think mine suckxx....OMG!!! Dunno if I get to continue my studies....huuhuuu...Chemistry kills me...

Tho I'd love to go to college again...I miss everyone sooo much!!!


Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR friends adn family and to all you readers.....May all you have a prosperous new year...

Saturday, January 3, 2009

2009 New Year Resolution.....

NOOOo.....Noo...Noo...No more of this New Year Resolutions thingy from me....
Sooory.....
Cause its of no use at all....I remember I've post one last year...And I dont think I've achieve any of it...Well, this year its gonna be different.....

Im thinking of achieving something instantly...No need new year resolutions or whatsoever laaa....Just do what I should do, think what I should be thinking of, act the way I should act...hrrrmmm....

And for the first time in my life, I actually wanted to go to school...College I mean....Not to study though....Just go there look for my friends, chill out hang out....Killing time gossiping....Laugh on rumours about me...wtf.....I still cant believe that I'm done with Inti...Am not Intian anymore!!! huuhuuu.....

Owh bummer...Now it reminds me of my result thats coming out real soon....Owh God, show me some miracle, give me one!!!!

By the way, I think Im freakin-ly so into Selena Gomez....This new girl from Disney channel....Damnn!!! She pretty!!! Like the cutest teenage girl on earth!!! *hey,watch it, Im straight*

Look at her!!! Though I'm not a guy, I just love to look at her face....Just oh- soo adorable!!!

P/s :
Go ahead and push Miley off the stage gurl...I never like her anyway.....And she cant sing...Buu--huhh!!!


Chicago 7 isnt calling me...So I guess I have to find another interview to go....Haiihhh!! Come on laaa....What kind of qualification do u want from me??? I just want to have my own money...And I ready do want to get a new freakin phone...UrrrgghhH!!!!
~~ClueLess...We're on the ROAD to nowhere..I keep going back to the things that I need to walk away from..~~
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