Get well soon...

Just reached home...Visiting my friend who was admitted to Timberland last week....Huuuhuu...Was relieved that it wasnt that serious...Pheewww!! Tot you got involve in an accident or something...And theres bandage wraped all around u..Eee!!! thats scaryyy...!!!
You laa..Who ask to smoke?? From today onwards, you better quit smoking or else I wunt talk to you for the rest of your life....And yeah..Im sooo damn serious bout this...

Feel so bad tho....I didnt know he got admitted until friday (he got admitted on monday)...See what kind of friend am I??? HAaaiihh!!! Im too fcuked up with my own problem that I didnt care whats goin on around me....Anyway, U shud have told me earlier crazy old man!!!
Get well soon ahh....I mean it!!! Take your drug regulary...Dont refuse any injection the doctor offer to you...It helps to cure you laa..Ggeeessshh!!!


Hope too see you...Healthy as usual again...hehehhee...
Am waiting for my Xmas prezzie too...Dont forget that... ;-p

Tape Art...

Cool huh???

A letter...Or....

Someone wrote this to me...


Hey,
Its early in the morning and I can't sleep. My mind is going everywhere and I can't seem to get a hold of myslef...I'm trying hard to keep my feelings to myself and tell my head that my heart is confused. But the harder I try the more I can't get you off my mind...

You are fresh like the morning dew, peaceful like a dove, charming like a damsel and everytime you smile you take my breath away...You bring joy to my heart and whenever I'm with you, nothing else matter but you....

My heart beat is racing as I write this down, trying to put the right word at the right spot. I don't know if its fear...I don't know if its excitement..I don't know if its LOVE....

Nevertheless, I know I'm afraid to loose yur friendship, your smile and your attention...
I know I'm excited anytime we talk and I make you laugh..
Can I call it Love?? When I know I will never do anything to hurt you.

Your are not perfect but I wouldn't change anything about you for the world..And I hope you accept me for who I am..

I had to write something down, but I can't write it all..For words can't expalin what I feel for you...
Words can't explain how much you mean to me...
We've known each other for a while now and I want to know you longer..
I want to know you better...
I want to know you...

A lot of questions are going through your mind right now...But the simple truth is this...
The great things in life come when we least expect it...
From the most unsul source, to the most crazy reasons...

I'm not gona interupt your life...
I want to be part of it and add some flavour to it as you have done to mine....



Hrrrmm...What can I say?? Hez damn good at this...And I love it...
Im out of word rite now...Everything happen in just a blink of an eye...Am definitely shock for all the thing you've done...
Guess wat...I shed tears when I read it again that nite....I duno whether its tears of joy, fear, or confused....It was too good...No one had ever done that to me...I'm not sure about u, but it touches me...Now I realise that someone really cared about me...
Still, I do have other problems to deal with...I'm not sure about this feeling...
Oh ya, this is a different guy...

And why the hell is everyone keep an eye on me???!!! Its like you all know where I go, with who, what I've done and what I havn't do...Give me a break laa!!! Mind your own business ok...I've been locking myself up all this while and I'm sure theres noting wrong with 'open-ning' myself once in a while...Duhh!!!
Because of people like you, I'm all confused...
*DAmmmnn!! This is totally crazy!!*

To the guy who wrote it...Thanks yeah...Its sweet, touching and I cant believe that its for me...

Look closely....

Am STUCK!!!

I aint trippin
Im just missing you
You know what Im saying
You know what I mean....

Every now and then
When Im all alone
I'll be wishing you could call me on the telephone...
Say you want me back
But you never do..
I feel like such a fool
Theres nothing I can do
Im such a fool
For you...


I cant take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more...
And I cant fake it
The way I could before
I hate yo
I cant stop thinking of you
Its true...
Im stuck on you...


Now love's a broken record
Thats
been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play this game we play??

~ Stacie Orrico - Stuck ~


Ok..I guess Im crapping myself out rite now...
And yeah...Im stuck in a situation rite now...So lazy to explain in detail..
You know who you are...Its not gona happen ok...So forget about it...You've got her...You dont need me...Please..Dun put me in this situation....
Yeah...No doubt bout it..I kinda like you...But....NO way....
Owhh....Am feeling very2 bad now...
Of course Im not gona ruined your relationship...Been there, done that...Soooryy to say that Im gona back off...Seriously..I dun wana get involve in it anymore...
Plus, I've been lying to my friend just to cover it...But not anymore....
Neway, thanks for confusing me yeah...

Enuf said..Its seems that I've been surrounded by problems all the time..Especially with the boys...*sighh*
Just a few days ago...Theres these guy suddenly came up to me, introduce himself..And blurted "I want you to be my GF..." WTF!!! @#$%&*!!! For goodness sake!! Check yourself out in the mirror!!! Obviously this guy seems way too desperate for a gf...Cume on laa..Dont you have dignity?? I know I do...

Wudever laa..I dun looss anything..but you've looss my friendship...DAaaaA!!

Just wana thanks Sam ( my so called *food consultant* ) for the chocs...Love it!!! Of all the guys who owe me choclate, u're the first one to keep ur promise...hahaaa...Oh ya, thanks for the ice-cream too..Geessshh!!! U're the one who gave me weird diet suggestion..And yet you pampers me with those junk...Soott!!!

Ola @ Jego!! Job well done!!! I knew u can put up a gud performance...Eventho u're suffering from the pain...hahahaa....

Thats all I guess...Wana take my nap...Its raining...Ahhhh!! Feel soo cool...
Daaaa!!!

First of all....Im sooo lazy to blog liaw...I've got lotsa stories up in my mind...but I just cant seem to settle down and type something out...haaiihhh...Life just too hectic for me lately...
Sooryy guyss n gurrlss...

N dun care bout my english..I noe its suuxx...I dun have any english subject rite now...Daamnn!!! I mish english soo much!! Especially essay writing....*aahhaakkxxzz!!! * Tho I dun write purr-fecct english...

Secondly....Somebody actually read my blog!! Hahahaahhaahhaa...Am glad to noe dat..But plissh...U shudnt tell me what u've read....Its soo embarrasing...
Actually u're not the only one lerr...I once meet my reader at saberkas while I was working...OMG!! Dats soo dammn cool leerr...I mean, I duno even noe her...Shez just a stranger...We never meet, never talk...

How did she noe it was me?? U see, we gotta sign sum receipt when customer buy a phone...She saw my name on it and told me dat my name sound familiar...*aawww!!! Can U imagine how i feel dat time*

ArrrgggGggGggHhhHHhHhHH!!!!! I want my semester break to start now!! Right now!!

Clubbing...Great!!! Wonderful!!! Help to boost one's metabolisme and help u loose weight at the same time...hahahaha!! Thats my theory tho...I dun give a damn about urs...The only negative consequences are....U reach home with cigarrates smell all over ur body...Dammnn!!! I got bad-hair-smell after that....And yeah..U mite vomit all over urself or wake up hoping that u're dead instead of having major headache...And the place was soo damn pack!!

Thanks to Cynthia n Dom for inviting me to ya birthday party...It was great...I had lotsa fun fat nite....hahahaa...Hope dat one day u guys get to read this...

Last but not least...HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO DENNIS and SZE JIA!!! U TOO OBINNA, tho Im not sure how old u are...Soory yeah...hehehehe....

The Bra-Meter

Personally, I never like having big boobs...Not dat I have one...*errmm..No comment laa...* I dun understand why gurls (except me) wish they were born with bigger boobs...Haaihhh!!!

Weird But True...

@ Pelik Tapi Benar.....

* Me soo lazy to blog a real blog liaw...Till den.....Wait when Im in the mood n see the weather first......DAaaaaAaaaaa!!!