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Our Interacial Relationship.......

This is sweettt................I loikee!!!

Baby, we had this before....Our differences....And I love every moment being with you......Im glad i had u bie.....

I love you..............always.......♥

NST Online Striving to put Nigerians back in positive light

NST Online Striving to put Nigerians back in positive light

I personally think we should just stop generalizing this nation as the 'bad people'.....Like seriously, God created the word crime, means we have crime and it happen to every nation every country of the world.........Discriminating other race / nations wunt help in solving this problems.....Try google up these kind of issues, focus on comments and believe it or not, we're actually being known by other foreigner that Malaysia = Malaysian are a racist country.......swt....I'm ashamed of this......

But hey, I'm not surprised at all....We're even racist towards each other, towards the other race in the same country....What happen to "malaysia truly asia??" All those "mix races live harmoniously" here are actually bullshit......Even ministers and politicians are fighting against each other........Its just to blind tourist to come and visit malaysia and at the same time generate revenue to the country...

I just thank Lord that we still have the brain to stay calm among ourselves instead of resulting this whole issues into war..........

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Another closet corrects the cry.

2nd day

Baby came early to get me today.....Right, to spend time with him........

Got to his place and somehow notice some things have changed.....His room isn't as tidy as it use to be,things just scattered around the floor......I ask him "why is ur room so messy?? I thought u're a clean person??" His only answer was " I'm leaving, wat do u expect???" So i just keep quiet...Do u know that harsh baby?? It hurts........Well, I know he wants to keep thing as normal as it could, but thats impossible dear....We both know that u're leaving ok......

And so the whole afternoon, we were busy cleaning his room, packing his stuff.......Being a student oversea is a major headache when u're done with schools...got loads of things to pack home, but not much of "allowed baggage".......While he pack, I help discarding other unnecessary stuff from his drawer, wardrobe...Watching every move of him packing his thing just broke my heart.....I still can't believe that its time...its just too soon....He left me something though....Pictures, shirt (with his smell still intake), player, iron (its a waste to leave it there so I just took it), comforter, speaker, mini x'mas tree and so on....

* Soorry got no picture at all,was to engrossed with the cleaning, and him too....

Halfway thru, we lie down on the bed resting....There was a moment of silence when suddenly, I broke down and cried,soo much that he freaked........He use to tell me that hes scared if a gurl shed tears, he could run away....But thank god, with me he willingly lend his shoulder......I just love it when he stroke my hair and kiss my forehead, I'm gonna miss that the most baby......He was soo comforting, his words just soothes my feeling...He ask me not to cry or I'll hurt myself....That when he realized that I had heavy eyebags, and all he did was never let go....

We then ordered pizza, and enjoy it in that very room.....That was probably our last pizza together, last time in the room too......dammmnnn, this is soo sad....

Alrite, I'm done for today........too exhausted...

Heres my favourite flower for u dear.....For your save journey home...Hope you love it.....

And I definitely hope that one day u will come back for me with these adorable tulips.......

 "I will miss you" and "One thing for sure, I will see you again"
- via text msg by him on 230410.

I love u baby.....

Being down

He called this morning to check on me. We fought last night because he is leaving. Yea, leaving Kuching, leaving Sarawak, Leaving Malaysia and the worst part is leaving me. Leaving with no options, leaving without promises....Leaving our relatinship, our love...He told me he is leaving in 2 weeks time...leaving for good....

Nope, we dont have plans,we dont have goal, we dont make wishes......We never dare to make one cause we both know that 1 day, sooner or later, we'll have to say goodbye..

He said we should spent more time together from now....He said I deserved it...It used to be fun to go out together, to see each other....But not today, not tomorrow... The more we see each other, i realise the day will come to an end...No more movies together, no more eat out together, no more sunny hill ice cream together, no more window shopping at The Spring...No more kiss, no more hug....I wonder how far will this relationship go without kiss and hugs........I just dont enjoy this moments of togetherness anymore, it freaks me......Occasionally, without him knowing, I would shed tears, and wipe it off as fast as I could and look at him with a forceful smile....

All day we were lying down next to each other, just talking and talking....And when its time, we head out to have our dinner......I let him order for the food he wants cos I want him to remember that day....So we had his favourite Sweet and Sour Pork, Cangkuk manis fried with eggs ( is the only m'sian vege he can eat) i dnt noe, he just wunt open up to try out other kinds of vege....and lastly Asam Fish....We love the food, was absolutely yumchious.....

Gosh, I'm out of words now...Im sure tears will start rolling down my cheek if I dont stop........Guess thats it for now..........
So baby,

If u're reading bie, remember that i will cherished all the moment we had together....U're the best partner I've ever had....Thank you so much!!

I will always love you...Take care dear....

The difficulties in life......im living in it.....

“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.

Better a lie that soothes than a truth that hurts..”

I hate whats going on right now.........The future, the studies and the bf.........and especially the parents.......

Life indeed isnt fair...........

fark it....

I screw my blog!!!!!!! 

Dammmn!!!!

Most of the links and stuff are ALL GONE!!!!!! Including my favourite online shopping blog's link!!!

Shiiatt!!!!!

Thanks God all friend's link still there.......

Arrrggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!