Holiday in Timberland...

Pity me...
Been doing some 'charity' work this few days...Uh-huh..Taking care of my sick aunty...Pity her too...She got no one except us..Her brother n sister and nephews and nieces...She got admitted to the hospital for the third time now...And this morning I asked to got to timberland to accompany her @ take care of her...and yeah I did...

And so that how I spend my first monday of holiday...Its suuxx!! I dont mind actually...But the place was scary...Tho not bad compared to general hospital..hehehe...Its the patient their that give me the goosebumps...Next to my aunty's bed, theres this old lady got bandage wrapped around her head..The other one I saw is another old lady got her drip..And the 'drip' is red in colour!! So I guess its BLOOD..n ewww!!

At the other section of the room was an african from college...He was attacked by some uncivilized local who think they own Kuching...Come on!! Get a life laa...I dont think he'd offended you or something...My Gawdd!! He got tube coming out of his chest...And blood flowing down the tube into some sort of bottle placed on the floor...I almost vomit after looking at it...

Geesshh!! How am I gona be a doctor??

Was suppose to go out today tho...But...The person whom Im suppose to go out with got me pissed...So, yeah...I decided to go to timberland instead...Told you not to mess with me...Dont ever think of trying it...You mark my word...

Life there was like a living hell tho...huuhuu...That time, I realised that I really need the PSP or the MP3 player...Or maybe a laptop provided with wireless conection..Ahaakxx!!!

*yawning*...Guesss I gotta go now...Going there again tomorrow morning...Boring...But am goin out later in the evening with my Bff!! Yay!!

This year Christmas Wish list...

"Let it snow...Let it snow..Let it snow..."
Haha...As if Malaysia will snow...In my dream laa...

Uh-huh....Its the time of the year again!!! Christmas!! *wee* 9 more days to go to this joyous day and miss demanding @ miss want-this-n-dat is listing out everything she want for this christmas...

Tho I know the chances of getting those thing as a christmas prezzie is impossible...*huuhuuhuu* But who cares...Its for fun tho...

So here goes...

1. Loads of tops and pants to wear for lectures next year...
2. Am soo in need of new gadget...The Nokia N81 or Nokia 6500 Slide or Nokia 5610 or Nokia N76... ;-p
3. Laptop!! Either Acer's or Compaq's..
4. Handbags...I want Guess by Marciano kismet Logo large satchel...Chanel's luxury small line flap handbag...Or Chanel's Cambon Line multipocket brown/beige CC...
5. Wallets...Guess's sign half flap purse...Chanel's cambon zipped wallet...or Chanel's 2.55 large wallet black..
6. Beyonce's True Star...Been yearning for it since last year..huuhuu...
7. Spongebob's soft toy...hehehe...The one I could cuddle to bed..
8. Silver necklace with my initial...
9. Gucci's 107 charm watch or Bonia's watch...
10. Loads...n loads of bars of CHOCOLATE...
11. New ADIDAS sneaker..
    
12. iPod Shuffle or iPod Nano 4GB...
13. Sony PSP...Its soo damn cheap now...!!!
14. A big tin of purple paint for my room..
15. Treadmill...
    
16. A car!!! ( yeah rite )

That all I guess...Am out of idea...
And I wish Santa really exist tho...Hrrrmm...

Final....*AaararrHhhHh!!!*

Finalz here...*finally!!* Am not ready tho...Huuhuu...Well, no one is ever ready for their exam...I bet...Unless if u are, cume here...Lets exchange brain or something...Hhrrmm...God idea huh?? Something wrong with mummy too...Short circuit in the brain I guess...*sowwiee ma...* Coz why on earth do u drag me to the saloon and after that to a shopping spree??? Guess wat, its my first time 'not-enjoying-the-shopping' experience...Huuhuu..

2 papers down..Another 2 to go...Today's chemistry was %#!*%&!! Haaiihh!! I cant never absorb all the definition and equation and calculation and everything!! But still, I insist on taking this course...* knocking me head to the wall...*
Next paper would be Math and Statistic...*God, help me!! *

By the way, somebody got annoyed by my previous post..AhhaakkXx!!! Madu...Madu...Its has nothing to do with u at all laa...Cool down ok...Enjoy what u read and plishh dont say anything to me...Unless if u have doubt about it...geddit??

DAmnn!! My stomache still ache...Whats wrong whit my body ahh??

Daling Hosanna n Sharon is back!!! Yay!! Cant wait to meet them!! We'll hang out next week ok..Lots and loads of stuff to catch up...Girl talk basically...hehehe...Mish ya!!

Im NOT in LOVE with anybody!!!!!! Geddit???!!!

Wtf...Give me a break!! I've got my own life to deal with...Not gona deal with u guys anymore...Or lets just say BOYS!!!

DAmnnNn...Cant wait for holiday...Hope am gona enjoy my shopping spree with ma free mind without having to think bout what had happen....
KL!! Spread ur red carpet for me!!!

Neway, diarrhoea suuxx!!! Yeah, im suffering frm it right now...AarrrhhH!!! Been in and out of the toilet for more den 10 times today...Huuhuu...Went to see doctor..He laughed when I told him "I mite be having diarrhoea"...*Ahhaakkxx!!! * Ok..So maybe it wasnt diarrhoea...But how am I suppose to know?? You are the doc tho...U tell me..Haaihh...

Worst, he asked whether I want to get the injection....My gawddd!!! Hell NO!!! Thanks god theres some weird looking drug for me to consume...And yeah...The salt too...I definitely need that since I've lost loads n loads of body fluid...

I wonder this sickness could help people to shed their weight...Hrrrmm...If so, I would love to have it all the time...*HiaakkHiaakk..Choi!! Touchwood!!*

Gosshh!! Im so into Linda Kiraly's Cant Let Go...Shez amazing!!! Love the beat, the lyrics and of course her voice....Am listening to it over and over and over again...hehehee...Oh ya, and not to forget Nicole's Baby Love!! Dont forget to spread the Bay~B love yea!!!
Quite impress with 'If Love is A Crime' and 'True Love' tho...Was introduced by a friend of mine....

Gona have my finals next week...To all ya readers, please..plishh pray for me...Really need it...Thanks tho...

Till den...Taa..taa...tikk tiik..tukk tukk...Dun wana be yaa!!!

Get well soon...

Just reached home...Visiting my friend who was admitted to Timberland last week....Huuuhuu...Was relieved that it wasnt that serious...Pheewww!! Tot you got involve in an accident or something...And theres bandage wraped all around u..Eee!!! thats scaryyy...!!!
You laa..Who ask to smoke?? From today onwards, you better quit smoking or else I wunt talk to you for the rest of your life....And yeah..Im sooo damn serious bout this...

Feel so bad tho....I didnt know he got admitted until friday (he got admitted on monday)...See what kind of friend am I??? HAaaiihh!!! Im too fcuked up with my own problem that I didnt care whats goin on around me....Anyway, U shud have told me earlier crazy old man!!!
Get well soon ahh....I mean it!!! Take your drug regulary...Dont refuse any injection the doctor offer to you...It helps to cure you laa..Ggeeessshh!!!


Hope too see you...Healthy as usual again...hehehhee...
Am waiting for my Xmas prezzie too...Dont forget that... ;-p

Tape Art...

Cool huh???

A letter...Or....

Someone wrote this to me...


Hey,
Its early in the morning and I can't sleep. My mind is going everywhere and I can't seem to get a hold of myslef...I'm trying hard to keep my feelings to myself and tell my head that my heart is confused. But the harder I try the more I can't get you off my mind...

You are fresh like the morning dew, peaceful like a dove, charming like a damsel and everytime you smile you take my breath away...You bring joy to my heart and whenever I'm with you, nothing else matter but you....

My heart beat is racing as I write this down, trying to put the right word at the right spot. I don't know if its fear...I don't know if its excitement..I don't know if its LOVE....

Nevertheless, I know I'm afraid to loose yur friendship, your smile and your attention...
I know I'm excited anytime we talk and I make you laugh..
Can I call it Love?? When I know I will never do anything to hurt you.

Your are not perfect but I wouldn't change anything about you for the world..And I hope you accept me for who I am..

I had to write something down, but I can't write it all..For words can't expalin what I feel for you...
Words can't explain how much you mean to me...
We've known each other for a while now and I want to know you longer..
I want to know you better...
I want to know you...

A lot of questions are going through your mind right now...But the simple truth is this...
The great things in life come when we least expect it...
From the most unsul source, to the most crazy reasons...

I'm not gona interupt your life...
I want to be part of it and add some flavour to it as you have done to mine....



Hrrrmm...What can I say?? Hez damn good at this...And I love it...
Im out of word rite now...Everything happen in just a blink of an eye...Am definitely shock for all the thing you've done...
Guess wat...I shed tears when I read it again that nite....I duno whether its tears of joy, fear, or confused....It was too good...No one had ever done that to me...I'm not sure about u, but it touches me...Now I realise that someone really cared about me...
Still, I do have other problems to deal with...I'm not sure about this feeling...
Oh ya, this is a different guy...

And why the hell is everyone keep an eye on me???!!! Its like you all know where I go, with who, what I've done and what I havn't do...Give me a break laa!!! Mind your own business ok...I've been locking myself up all this while and I'm sure theres noting wrong with 'open-ning' myself once in a while...Duhh!!!
Because of people like you, I'm all confused...
*DAmmmnn!! This is totally crazy!!*

To the guy who wrote it...Thanks yeah...Its sweet, touching and I cant believe that its for me...

Look closely....

Am STUCK!!!

I aint trippin
Im just missing you
You know what Im saying
You know what I mean....

Every now and then
When Im all alone
I'll be wishing you could call me on the telephone...
Say you want me back
But you never do..
I feel like such a fool
Theres nothing I can do
Im such a fool
For you...


I cant take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more...
And I cant fake it
The way I could before
I hate yo
I cant stop thinking of you
Its true...
Im stuck on you...


Now love's a broken record
Thats
been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play this game we play??

~ Stacie Orrico - Stuck ~


Ok..I guess Im crapping myself out rite now...
And yeah...Im stuck in a situation rite now...So lazy to explain in detail..
You know who you are...Its not gona happen ok...So forget about it...You've got her...You dont need me...Please..Dun put me in this situation....
Yeah...No doubt bout it..I kinda like you...But....NO way....
Owhh....Am feeling very2 bad now...
Of course Im not gona ruined your relationship...Been there, done that...Soooryy to say that Im gona back off...Seriously..I dun wana get involve in it anymore...
Plus, I've been lying to my friend just to cover it...But not anymore....
Neway, thanks for confusing me yeah...

Enuf said..Its seems that I've been surrounded by problems all the time..Especially with the boys...*sighh*
Just a few days ago...Theres these guy suddenly came up to me, introduce himself..And blurted "I want you to be my GF..." WTF!!! @#$%&*!!! For goodness sake!! Check yourself out in the mirror!!! Obviously this guy seems way too desperate for a gf...Cume on laa..Dont you have dignity?? I know I do...

Wudever laa..I dun looss anything..but you've looss my friendship...DAaaaA!!

Just wana thanks Sam ( my so called *food consultant* ) for the chocs...Love it!!! Of all the guys who owe me choclate, u're the first one to keep ur promise...hahaaa...Oh ya, thanks for the ice-cream too..Geessshh!!! U're the one who gave me weird diet suggestion..And yet you pampers me with those junk...Soott!!!

Ola @ Jego!! Job well done!!! I knew u can put up a gud performance...Eventho u're suffering from the pain...hahahaa....

Thats all I guess...Wana take my nap...Its raining...Ahhhh!! Feel soo cool...
Daaaa!!!