Showing posts with label Another day in LIFE. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Another day in LIFE. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

So into nail polish

Found this blog today and they are having this awesome giveaway!! OMG!! 
Normally, a giveaway will only consist of say 2-3 nail polishes. But this blog? OMG they're giving away a whole collection of China Glaze's Spring collection nail polishes!! 12 bottles all together! Look at the picture, how vibrant the colours are....
And they are 
Budding Romance, Sunday Funday, Fancy Pants, Snap My Dragon, Passion for Petals, Mimosas Before Manis, Life is Rosy, Pink-ie Promise, Tart-y for the Party, Fade Into Hue, Keep Calm Paint On, and Dandy Lyin' Around!

I got so excited..Filled the form here..Tweet, blogged, shared the link on facebook...U name it, I've done it!! lol...Fingers cross...I really hope I could win this!! #NailPolishesAreExpensiveInMalaysia


Wednesday, April 28, 2010

sorry

Dear Mummy and Daddy,


I'm soo soorry for today....For forcing both of you to do something for me....But I need this....I need to do what I want to do, what I love to do....For this, I will always remember the sacrifice u've made for me............I will always keep in mind all your advise and prayfully will succeed in life eventhough I've decide to go on my own way........I will make sure that I graduate and that u'll be proud of me one day....


I'm sorry for letting you down...
I'm sorry for breaking your dreams...
I'm sorry for causing you pain...
I'm sorry for being the reason of your tears...

I'm sorry that my words
Are not what you want to hear...
I'm sorry that my face
Is not what you want to see...

I'm sorry for not being able to express myself
And hiding in my shell...
I'm sorry for not being perfect
And ruining all that I touch...

I'm sorry for not being what you want me to be...
I'm sorry for being me...




and I love you......

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Miss him on Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday

I hope I'll see him tomorrow.....After all we've got only few days left....

Hes having some problem recently, thats why I have to leave him alone to sort it out....Am not gona jump into the lion's mouth just to gained his attention....I'm not like that....And I definitely wunt want him to get irritated and hates me....He can be really scary sometime...But one thing I love the most about him is that no matter how angry or upset he is, he will never ever ever lay a single hand on me.....Nope, he'll never slap nor hit me....and will never put the blame on me.....I love u baby  ♥

To the guy who messed with him....Fuck u....Ya, hell ya........Do you think what you did was good??? I curse you in the future when its time for you to leave this country.....You wont have any single cents at all to travel, I swear!! Another one, I curse that you wunt get to graduate!!!!

Hrrrmmm....Back to reality.....I'm joblesss........Hell yaa...shitty......Mommy and daddy why are you soo stubborn?????? Do u really wana see me staying at home all day??? Why cant you just let me study what I want to study??? Whhhhhhhhyyyyyyy?????????? Its almost a year now!! I'm really eager to go back to school!!!! Please laaa, once I give up, theres no turning back again...And I will definitely put education behind...............So please, dont spoil my mood now...Not now.........I beg you......And for the last time, I'm NOT gonna study ENGINEERING!!!!!! Im not interested in it!! Why do you want to force me into doing something I dont like???????? Arrrrhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Oh dear, I'm out of my mind..........This study issue have been going on for the past 8months now......And everytime when I want to join the college's next intake, they start giving me headache..........So that is why I'm still jobless......Dammmn, they are sooo freakin ignorant!!! If only I can kill myself so they'll 'wake up'!!!

No worries....I wunt do such thing........its a sin, a huge one.....I've commited serious sin once and Im not goin to create another one again...

Change topic.....Baby's topic makes me happier....lol....
Baby, honestly, I dont want you to go...But I have no choice, like you....Well, I have no say at all....Family first aite?? I wish I'm your family....Then, U mite consider to stay..........Oh well, gota go cos am feeling tears coming............


AND 

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Our Interacial Relationship.......

This is sweettt................I loikee!!!



Baby, we had this before....Our differences....And I love every moment being with you......Im glad i had u bie.....


I love you..............always.......♥

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Being down

He called this morning to check on me. We fought last night because he is leaving. Yea, leaving Kuching, leaving Sarawak, Leaving Malaysia and the worst part is leaving me. Leaving with no options, leaving without promises....Leaving our relatinship, our love...He told me he is leaving in 2 weeks time...leaving for good....

Nope, we dont have plans,we dont have goal, we dont make wishes......We never dare to make one cause we both know that 1 day, sooner or later, we'll have to say goodbye..

He said we should spent more time together from now....He said I deserved it...It used to be fun to go out together, to see each other....But not today, not tomorrow... The more we see each other, i realise the day will come to an end...No more movies together, no more eat out together, no more sunny hill ice cream together, no more window shopping at The Spring...No more kiss, no more hug....I wonder how far will this relationship go without kiss and hugs........I just dont enjoy this moments of togetherness anymore, it freaks me......Occasionally, without him knowing, I would shed tears, and wipe it off as fast as I could and look at him with a forceful smile....

All day we were lying down next to each other, just talking and talking....And when its time, we head out to have our dinner......I let him order for the food he wants cos I want him to remember that day....So we had his favourite Sweet and Sour Pork, Cangkuk manis fried with eggs ( is the only m'sian vege he can eat) i dnt noe, he just wunt open up to try out other kinds of vege....and lastly Asam Fish....We love the food, was absolutely yumchious.....

Gosh, I'm out of words now...Im sure tears will start rolling down my cheek if I dont stop........Guess thats it for now..........
So baby,

If u're reading bie, remember that i will cherished all the moment we had together....U're the best partner I've ever had....Thank you so much!!


I will always love you...Take care dear....



Saturday, April 10, 2010

The difficulties in life......im living in it.....

“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.

Better a lie that soothes than a truth that hurts..”

I hate whats going on right now.........The future, the studies and the bf.........and especially the parents.......




Life indeed isnt fair...........

Sunday, January 17, 2010

fark it....


I screw my blog!!!!!!! 


Dammmn!!!!


Most of the links and stuff are ALL GONE!!!!!! Including my favourite online shopping blog's link!!!



Shiiatt!!!!!


Thanks God all friend's link still there.......


Arrrggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Glad SEGi actually called and told me that I'm eligible for their course...Even though my A-level result was suck and I have lil chance to even think of going for degree....Especially taking Civil Eng....*yea, OMG*.....




I have no idea as well why I even consider for this course.....Probably afraid that biology wunt do any good for me in the mere future....huuuhuuu........

Well, just pray for me for my success.....I hope no more failure again, tho I know I'm dumb....


Chinese New Year is coming soon!!!!!! And this year the celebration falls on Valentine day!!! I just cant wait for it!!! Hope I'll leave for study only after the celebration.........So now, I have to divide my time with both the bf and the chinese friend...Boohoooo...........

Later guys...gota sleep now.........

Sunday, May 31, 2009

This movie is a damn amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damnn!!! This is what you call a movie.....Man, its a masterpiece!!! Shiiattt....

Its way-way more better than Da Vincci Code....Da vincci code was ok laaa....But is too complicated....Makes you twist ur brain too much and at some point, dont even know what are they doing...lol.....

But this Angels and Demons.....Mysterious yet straight to the point...An the sets were unbelievable!!!! So beautiful!! Though abit scary when theres statues pointing up and down, north to west....lol....One day, I'll visit the Vatican...Thats a must!!!





Anyhow, Happy Gawai to all my friends!!! Cant believe Im having 2 papers on the 3rd...Shiiatttt.....N Math's A2 was crazyyy!!!!!!!!!


Friday, May 1, 2009

Congrats...!!!

Toooo Mummy!!!!!

For getting 4th place in some Traditional Costume Competition by organize DBNA Serapi...Senior category...Was held at the kampung last Saturday....Consolation also ok la rather than nothing....


Hrrrmmm....Not bad for and 'elderly' lady like mum hoh...Sexy mama...~Lol~...Senior Category consist of ladies aged 13 and above ok...And mum's age was like #@*~ ( private and confidential not meant to be mention )...Well, biasa laaa...Like daughter like mumy....Muuahahahaha!!!!



* Pictures are not with me....So not uploading any...Sooryy...*

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Break up, Make up and Fucked Up......

Yeah, U saw it....U heard me....Thats wats up with me this days....

I thought I was gona be happy....After the 'make up' part.....But neither did I know that things came up and really 'fucked me up'....

Something happen and so I decide to give it a break....But my boy doesnt let me....As in, hez fucking crazy @ mad to face the fact that I'm leaving him...lol~~....And since hez been trying and trying and trying and begging soooo hard in talking and winning me back....I just thought "ahh, just give him a second chance laa"....Well, Im not hoping for any miracle to happen after this tho....I know that one day no matter what, sooner or later, he'll leave me....Geeeee, scary huh...But what can do??? I've taken the risk to be in that relationship one year ago...>So I guess I have to take the risk again of having him back and letting him go again in a few months time...


And now the FCUKED UP part...Yeshh!! You heard me right!!! I fucked up!!! Like 2 days after am back with my boy, and this is between 2 of my babes....Dammmnnn...Again something happen and caused us to kinda 'fight'...They somehow blame me for something that never was my intension to do...It just happen!! Things just happen like that....Why are u guys bombarding me as if I purposely do it???? How can I possibly control whats on his mind and what to say???

I admit though that it was my fault to talk to him about the things we talk about....But I do know my limit....Go ask him if I've ever talked bout u guys...NO!!! Except for the part where I always tell him about that other gurl...Geeee!!! Like what is sooo wrong about that...?? I hate her sooo much!!! So why should I give her face??? I love to bitch her around, but come to think about it...To whom do I bitch her to??? Only him...I only talk about her to him....Not her bf or your bf or anyone else's bf....Rite???

And you called me a backstabber??? Pleasa laaa....Who backstab who at the first place??? Think about it clearly....It was never a friendship by force...Its you who want to have a friendship like that, playing with both side....But have I ever take it in mind??? Never!! Because I trusted you soo much that it never cross my mind that you'll do such thing....If you think you're soooo smart in handling this game, go now and ask your friend what she told him....

Plus, if you hate him soooo much, go ahead....That is your problem...Confront him then, tell him what you know soo much about him....Why do you have to drag that into this??? What does it got to do with me??? We're just arguing merely about the text....Nothing about one's personality or attitude (apart for my bad attitude of talkin tooo much laa..)

To be honest, I'm glad that you guys found the text and 'attack' me that way....Except the part where he insulted you guys...Am truly soory on his behalf....You should know now the way he talked...I was soooo down when this happen, and it really shook me cause I know I really fcuked up this time....But then, when I think of it again, I have nothing to regret at all....


*Soooryy for the harsh words and angry mode....Im not denying anything here and I admit the mistake that I've done...I hope things will get better soon...
Anyhow, thanks for all the great @ precious time we had together....You guys will owes be my babe....I truly regret any pain that I've caused....

To the readers who dont understand, dont woory...Meaning that I'm not talkin bout you....so chill...*

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Man, I missed blogging...
wtf...I'm surprised I still remember the password to this blog...
Soory for the delay or whatsoever...Going online now is the last thing I would do for now...* heck, yeah rite!!! lol!! *

So this is what I've accomplished so far.....
  • I quit my work at PC Image and go back to college....Chemistry really do kill me....* no more detail, its embarassing...Damnn, I fcuked up soo hard this time....*
  • I have only 2month to struggle cause I missed the 2 months earlier!!! Which is crazy for me with this dumb brain ad rusted knowledge!!!
  • But Im happy that I got paid more than what i've expected...Serious shitt...My mata juling when I got the cheque....Too bad...Its now for my food n important stuff cause daddy n mummy aint giving me any....huuuhuuu
  • Dun really look forward to goin back to college cause its sumhow sumhow....* dunoo how to say it *...But am looking forward to see my baby there everyday now...and all my babes that I've left there since....
  • Arrrghhh~~!!!Im fcuked up cause I received an email form H&L bout their weekly promotion...And guess wat, they registered my name as Jericia...>wtf!!!!!!!!!!! How the hell to pronounce that anyway ???? Does it even sound like a name???
  • The old bitch aint disturbing me and my boy anymore....Pheewwww!!!!! Goo!! goo!!! shooo!!! Go play far far....Go spend ur last rm400++ u got from the balance of the deposit....Go get sum other small boy to mess up with.....
  • * owhh, btw....damn u old biatch...Think goin to the college to complain is the best thing to do???? Who do u think you are??? U're not even the landlord for goodness sake....And U wana complain bout me???? Pleasseeee laaa....Am no longer a student there nemore...Not an official one to be exact.....Lol!!! *rolling on the floor oredy* U're just making a fool of urself there....and owh, the college doesnt have any CCTV laa...idiot...*
  • Finally, Im back to goin church....Yeehhaaaa!!!!! I just felt relieved...Now no one can say am a pagan....Shoot u if you do...There's one thing I hvnt do, going for confession...When was the last time I go again??? Like 3-4 years??? Dammmnn!!! Im sinful!!! Lord, forgive me...

Well, I guess thats all for now...Enjoy ya...Tho I dont think theres anything interesting...lol...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Huge disappointment again...wtf....Im totally out of my mind from now....Seriously..Its like something heavy, real heavy just come crushing down my skull and exude my brain juice out...damnit...

Cant believe Im repeating history again and again and again....Am I really a failure??? Geeessshh, sometime it makes me stop believing in praying for miracle....I mean pray for good means laaaa, not for the sake of miracle to happen....

Am I that dumb???? Why on earth do I become dumb n dummer the older I get??? I dont deserve this at all....I mean I have never offended anyone in my 20 years of living???? Why do I get such nuisance dat I failed to achieve what I've wanted to get?? My goal...My dream....I've tried, really I do....I just dont understand whats goin on with me....

I have a control freak parent, and uncleared vision of a Bf, moderate @ average house to stay in, comfortable life, poverty never get to invade my family.....So what else have I missed??? What else that I'm missing that cause such dissapoinment for me??? and to dady n mumy????

This is just a whole freakin mess...Now everything tergendala....Traveling, freedom, social life, independant....Poooffff!!!! Just gone just like dat....wtf.....Im just soo confused.....The thoughts of giving up all these ever come across me tho...But then, is it worth it to take the risk???

*Im in doubt*

Saturday, January 3, 2009

2009 New Year Resolution.....

NOOOo.....Noo...Noo...No more of this New Year Resolutions thingy from me....
Sooory.....
Cause its of no use at all....I remember I've post one last year...And I dont think I've achieve any of it...Well, this year its gonna be different.....

Im thinking of achieving something instantly...No need new year resolutions or whatsoever laaa....Just do what I should do, think what I should be thinking of, act the way I should act...hrrrmmm....

And for the first time in my life, I actually wanted to go to school...College I mean....Not to study though....Just go there look for my friends, chill out hang out....Killing time gossiping....Laugh on rumours about me...wtf.....I still cant believe that I'm done with Inti...Am not Intian anymore!!! huuhuuu.....

Owh bummer...Now it reminds me of my result thats coming out real soon....Owh God, show me some miracle, give me one!!!!

By the way, I think Im freakin-ly so into Selena Gomez....This new girl from Disney channel....Damnn!!! She pretty!!! Like the cutest teenage girl on earth!!! *hey,watch it, Im straight*

Look at her!!! Though I'm not a guy, I just love to look at her face....Just oh- soo adorable!!!

P/s :
Go ahead and push Miley off the stage gurl...I never like her anyway.....And she cant sing...Buu--huhh!!!


Chicago 7 isnt calling me...So I guess I have to find another interview to go....Haiihhh!! Come on laaa....What kind of qualification do u want from me??? I just want to have my own money...And I ready do want to get a new freakin phone...UrrrgghhH!!!!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Hrrmmm..I just realised that I've a few drafted post...Well, gona post it laa...
Ooo..this blog...Soo pity laa...Cant manage any time for this little thingy....

Anyway, in brief...Gona post something now...Have to...Pls dun stop me.... :-p

I hardly online now...N rarely chat now coz somehow its hard for me...Not goin into ddetails about it....Dont be fooled tho if u see me in 'online' mode....Wasnt me but my bro...Long story cut short, everything is automatic....I know you guys misses me, but what can do...Wait till I get my own lappy and broadband ok????

More of sad news, I'm still phoneless...N heck!! I think I'm getting used to it, which I dun enjoy it at all coz I sometime do miss texting and calling...especially to my bie....Worst, its holiday now for more than 1 month, and I havnt get to meet most of my fren!!! DAmnnNn!!! Coz they cant get to me unless I freakinly secretly sneak dady's fone to my room in the middle of the night....Means I'm gona receive ur text a lil late....If not, they you'll find ur text time will be pending....dammnn!! Unless, if u're lucky...Coz sometime I do have fone to borrow...But not for long.....

eee..this is sooo embarassing....Anways, Im hard to reach, but just drop me texts..I'll make sure to read it, tho abit late...

Ok den..Move on to the next topic...Lets see, Christmas just ended....Wasnt that fun for me tho....None of my friend come for visit...Well, its ok tho....We dont actually do a big one....

And meanwhile, I'm still hunting for a job....So far, I've gone for interview with sharing planet, all joy, some boutique, unisense, starbucks...And they all rejected me....wtf....huuhuuu....But then few of the company didnt actuthey really reject me, but they want me to sign a contract......Thats not for me tho...FYI, am not gona stick to ur company for long....Goosshh!! I need cash during the holiday and a new freaky phone!!!! Mom dont wana contribute, thats the problem....huuuhuuu....

4 more days to New Year...Gessshh!!! Time really flies....And I dont even know what I've achieved soo far...hrrmmmm....My 2008 new year resolution....Have I resolve any of it??? hahaha!!! I dont think soo at all....Shiiatt...Lousy....

Last, Happy New Year 2009 readers........!!!! May you get drunk the night before and puke all over the place and wake up with major headache@migraine...Nggeehheeee.....


*dun mind me...Am just makin myself happy / makin fun of myself to forget that I'm gona celebrate in 'single' status...Tho I dun think I could go out and get wasted that nite...wtf....*

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Am free now...Owh yeah!!!!
No more books, no more papers for me nemore.....At the moment....Damn!!! Am soo glad that I'm finally officially done with my A-Level....

Thank God also that I'm finally out of Inti....The last few month was a tough one for me....Not just in terms of studies, but also some other issues....Somehow, I became the center of attention for these guys in school....But am not bragging about it at all...Why?? Coz those attention warent good at all....Stupid boys...I duno wats up with them and whats goin on in their tiny lil' pea brain...All they could do was talking talking n talking shit bout other people....Their just worst then us gurls gossiping.....Shiiattt!! For God's sake, let me leave Inti in peace ok???

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Am halfway through my exam....Like 5 more papers to go....All together 14 papers for only 3 subjects...Can you imagine??? Naaaa, my own fault...Should have worked harder for my AS exam....Well, no time for regret now....Gotta focus on the paper now....

Slept for whole 2 hours like a baby today..As soon as i reached home of course...HAH!! Cant wait to fill all my sleepless night after 20th Nov...And GOshh!!! I'm finally done with A-level....

Am counting days to meet some all friend too....Its been long....Even one of them dat I've never get to meet up with her for the last 2 years...Missed her soo much....Wonder how she'd look like now..
Hrrrmmmm....

Read about SMK SUNGAI MAONG ( my high school ) today in Borneo post..."SMK Sungai Maong continues to shine"...Wowwww!!!! Unbelievable....Am actually surprised...Sungai maong used to be the school where all the so called useless, naughty, hopeless student study...No offence to those people who've studied there....I know I was once a student there before....Guys would fight among each other, among races....Reasons: jealousy, gurls, U 'be-song' me, I 'be-song' me...U jeling me, I jeling U then we fight...Gurls quarreled in the class, by the toilet@washroom....Pulling hairs and trying to tear each other's uniform....

Luckily for the gurls, none I've witness or heard that got injured....Mostly happened to the guys...damnn!! Once,therez a fight happened right in front of me...But same old thing laaa...Once somebody got hurt, they got chickened and run away leaving the injured one behind...Then teacher will now come, send him to the hospital....And in some cases, police would now come to the school, catch those involved...blaaablllaa....

Owh, those days....Was a young gurl then....Watching those 'free show' somehow excites me...
And now, the school got awarded a certificate of recognition for excellence in PMR and SPM...And last year, was a sole representative for Sarawak and Sabah in some robotic competition...The school's sport team also won the 2007 Malaysian School Sport Council S'wak Jubilee Relay....and for this year, they got 2nd place for INTI game design tournament (which Im un -aware of though Im currently in Inti)...Lousy me...

Gessshhh!! I left that school 2 years ago and look how far they've gone today....Amazing!!! Good job Sungai Maong...Keep it up!!! Well, I used to be 'ashamed' going to that school...But not anymore...Ahaaakkxx!!!

2.30am now and am craving for chocolate....Its been long since I had my last one....Please people, get me some chocolate!!!! And am hungry!!! Diet really suuxxx!!! Wat can do...All because of beauty....Muauahahahahaha!!!!
*planning to register myself for gym...since I'm gona have a long long holidays after the exam...But now, where can I get money???*

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Depressed....

Again....I've let mom and dad down....All because of my final exam's result....wtf...I dont understand laa....The older I get, the dummer I am now...I guess....Somehow, I cant absorb anything I'm studying...Is it because of distraction from my surrounding or just be being soo lazy....The worse part is dat being the only gurl in the family... Thats when all the attention @ pressure gets u...

Not talking to mom and dad at all....They're just too much this time...I guess all I can do now is focus on my studies, and pray that I'm flying to KL next year to continue my studies....Thats all....Get the heell out of this house @ Kuching asap....Come on, Im 19 into 20 now...I need my own freedom laaa.....Cant I do what I want whenever I want without getting your permission??? Without have to ask???

I'm oso phoneless....Which is not cool at all....Cant believe I'm still ok without my phone...Tho sometime I miss texting and calling and receiving text and calls....I miss his text and calls tooo!!! I'm nothing without my phone!!! ArrrgghhhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Blaaabllaabllaaa....I'm fcuked up and stressed and depressed etc......Out of word liaw.....Todays grammar suxx...I noe....

Sunday, September 7, 2008

10 Words Women Loves to Use

1) FINE !!

~ The word women use to end an argumentwhen they are right and u need to shut the hell up...

2) 5 Minutes

~ If shes getting dressed, it means half an hour later. 5 minutes is only 5 minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3) Nothing

~ To calm before the storm...It means something!! And you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with NOTHING usually end in FINE!!!

4) Go ahead ( me I use 'Go ahead LAaaa!!!' )

~ This is a DARE, NOT permission. So DONT U DARE DO IT....!!

5) Loud *SIGH*

~ Is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. Means she thinks your are and idiot and why shez wasting her time arguing with you about nothing. [ Refer no 3 for reference]

6) Thats Ok @ Sokay

~ The most dangerous statement a woman can make to a man. Thats ok means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when yu will pay for your mistake.

7) Thanks

~ If a woman thanks you, do not question or faint. Just say 'you're welcome'.

8) Whatever....

~ Is a women's way of saying 'Fcuk YOU!!!'

9) Dont worry about it, I get it...

~ Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doin it herself. Ths will alter result in a man asking "Whats wrong??'" or "Whats your problem??"
For the woman to reply, pls refer to no 3 again....

10) Dont want!!!!

~ Means she want la, you idiot!!!!

Thursday, September 4, 2008

So lazy to update laaa!!!!!!!

Soooryy Zee, I know u've been checking up on me.....But am tooo busy + lazy to update nowadays.....Ada story pun kedak xda story.....
Plus, we're having our external exam soon u noe.....Around mid october....Soo gotta really struggle for it...Since my AS result suxx....Don't ask what did I get.....

Btw, no pictures for IntiFest and Kuching Fest Stret Parade....Sooryyy people...Need a brand new camera.....

August :
2 weeks holiday was totally suxx ( end of august )...All I did was study, study, study...And in fact not a serious one....Was stranded at home all through the week, except if my cousin came to culik me out laaa....Then there was problem arised by the bf's house agent....Stupid old lady don't pay the house rent to the landlord, and instead eat all the money up...F**kin murtha fcuker...After the whole thing settled, where the bf have to pay the house rent again for the second time, he flew to KL and enjoy himself there...Release tension + stress...bllaaabllaalbaa....Abandon me here all alone....*huuuhhuuuhuu*

Then was having some conflict with some bitch whom somehow cant let go of her ex bf which is currently my bf....wtf....Malas la wana story....Buat sakit hati jak....Somehow people just don't like us to be together....

Wat else??? Owhh..Merdeka celebration.....Which is the next day after my conflict with the bitch and the bf....Suppose to go club for the countdown, release tension la tek.....But then my friend cancelled the plan and decide to join someone's birthday party, which I'm not interested in....Cried whole night + no appetite to eat still wana go people's birthday....Soooryy laa...Not in the mood....


September :
Not yet laaa....Maybe next update....hehehehee.....


And lastly....Am broke!!!! Arrrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need cashh!!!!!
~~ClueLess...We're on the ROAD to nowhere..I keep going back to the things that I need to walk away from..~~