Hrrmmm..I just realised that I've a few drafted post...Well, gona post it laa...
Ooo..this blog...Soo pity laa...Cant manage any time for this little thingy....

Anyway, in brief...Gona post something now...Have to...Pls dun stop me.... :-p

I hardly online now...N rarely chat now coz somehow its hard for me...Not goin into ddetails about it....Dont be fooled tho if u see me in 'online' mode....Wasnt me but my bro...Long story cut short, everything is automatic....I know you guys misses me, but what can do...Wait till I get my own lappy and broadband ok????

More of sad news, I'm still phoneless...N heck!! I think I'm getting used to it, which I dun enjoy it at all coz I sometime do miss texting and calling...especially to my bie....Worst, its holiday now for more than 1 month, and I havnt get to meet most of my fren!!! DAmnnNn!!! Coz they cant get to me unless I freakinly secretly sneak dady's fone to my room in the middle of the night....Means I'm gona receive ur text a lil late....If not, they you'll find ur text time will be pending....dammnn!! Unless, if u're lucky...Coz sometime I do have fone to borrow...But not for long.....

eee..this is sooo embarassing....Anways, Im hard to reach, but just drop me texts..I'll make sure to read it, tho abit late...

Ok den..Move on to the next topic...Lets see, Christmas just ended....Wasnt that fun for me tho....None of my friend come for visit...Well, its ok tho....We dont actually do a big one....

And meanwhile, I'm still hunting for a job....So far, I've gone for interview with sharing planet, all joy, some boutique, unisense, starbucks...And they all rejected me....wtf....huuhuuu....But then few of the company didnt actuthey really reject me, but they want me to sign a contract......Thats not for me tho...FYI, am not gona stick to ur company for long....Goosshh!! I need cash during the holiday and a new freaky phone!!!! Mom dont wana contribute, thats the problem....huuuhuuu....

4 more days to New Year...Gessshh!!! Time really flies....And I dont even know what I've achieved soo far...hrrmmmm....My 2008 new year resolution....Have I resolve any of it??? hahaha!!! I dont think soo at all....Shiiatt...Lousy....

Last, Happy New Year 2009 readers........!!!! May you get drunk the night before and puke all over the place and wake up with major headache@migraine...Nggeehheeee.....


*dun mind me...Am just makin myself happy / makin fun of myself to forget that I'm gona celebrate in 'single' status...Tho I dun think I could go out and get wasted that nite...wtf....*

Am free now...Owh yeah!!!!
No more books, no more papers for me nemore.....At the moment....Damn!!! Am soo glad that I'm finally officially done with my A-Level....

Thank God also that I'm finally out of Inti....The last few month was a tough one for me....Not just in terms of studies, but also some other issues....Somehow, I became the center of attention for these guys in school....But am not bragging about it at all...Why?? Coz those attention warent good at all....Stupid boys...I duno wats up with them and whats goin on in their tiny lil' pea brain...All they could do was talking talking n talking shit bout other people....Their just worst then us gurls gossiping.....Shiiattt!! For God's sake, let me leave Inti in peace ok???

Am halfway through my exam....Like 5 more papers to go....All together 14 papers for only 3 subjects...Can you imagine??? Naaaa, my own fault...Should have worked harder for my AS exam....Well, no time for regret now....Gotta focus on the paper now....

Slept for whole 2 hours like a baby today..As soon as i reached home of course...HAH!! Cant wait to fill all my sleepless night after 20th Nov...And GOshh!!! I'm finally done with A-level....

Am counting days to meet some all friend too....Its been long....Even one of them dat I've never get to meet up with her for the last 2 years...Missed her soo much....Wonder how she'd look like now..
Hrrrmmmm....

Read about SMK SUNGAI MAONG ( my high school ) today in Borneo post..."SMK Sungai Maong continues to shine"...Wowwww!!!! Unbelievable....Am actually surprised...Sungai maong used to be the school where all the so called useless, naughty, hopeless student study...No offence to those people who've studied there....I know I was once a student there before....Guys would fight among each other, among races....Reasons: jealousy, gurls, U 'be-song' me, I 'be-song' me...U jeling me, I jeling U then we fight...Gurls quarreled in the class, by the toilet@washroom....Pulling hairs and trying to tear each other's uniform....

Luckily for the gurls, none I've witness or heard that got injured....Mostly happened to the guys...damnn!! Once,therez a fight happened right in front of me...But same old thing laaa...Once somebody got hurt, they got chickened and run away leaving the injured one behind...Then teacher will now come, send him to the hospital....And in some cases, police would now come to the school, catch those involved...blaaablllaa....

Owh, those days....Was a young gurl then....Watching those 'free show' somehow excites me...
And now, the school got awarded a certificate of recognition for excellence in PMR and SPM...And last year, was a sole representative for Sarawak and Sabah in some robotic competition...The school's sport team also won the 2007 Malaysian School Sport Council S'wak Jubilee Relay....and for this year, they got 2nd place for INTI game design tournament (which Im un -aware of though Im currently in Inti)...Lousy me...

Gessshhh!! I left that school 2 years ago and look how far they've gone today....Amazing!!! Good job Sungai Maong...Keep it up!!! Well, I used to be 'ashamed' going to that school...But not anymore...Ahaaakkxx!!!

2.30am now and am craving for chocolate....Its been long since I had my last one....Please people, get me some chocolate!!!! And am hungry!!! Diet really suuxxx!!! Wat can do...All because of beauty....Muauahahahahaha!!!!
*planning to register myself for gym...since I'm gona have a long long holidays after the exam...But now, where can I get money???*

Depressed....

Again....I've let mom and dad down....All because of my final exam's result....wtf...I dont understand laa....The older I get, the dummer I am now...I guess....Somehow, I cant absorb anything I'm studying...Is it because of distraction from my surrounding or just be being soo lazy....The worse part is dat being the only gurl in the family... Thats when all the attention @ pressure gets u...

Not talking to mom and dad at all....They're just too much this time...I guess all I can do now is focus on my studies, and pray that I'm flying to KL next year to continue my studies....Thats all....Get the heell out of this house @ Kuching asap....Come on, Im 19 into 20 now...I need my own freedom laaa.....Cant I do what I want whenever I want without getting your permission??? Without have to ask???

I'm oso phoneless....Which is not cool at all....Cant believe I'm still ok without my phone...Tho sometime I miss texting and calling and receiving text and calls....I miss his text and calls tooo!!! I'm nothing without my phone!!! ArrrgghhhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Blaaabllaabllaaa....I'm fcuked up and stressed and depressed etc......Out of word liaw.....Todays grammar suxx...I noe....

10 Words Women Loves to Use

1) FINE !!

~ The word women use to end an argumentwhen they are right and u need to shut the hell up...

2) 5 Minutes

~ If shes getting dressed, it means half an hour later. 5 minutes is only 5 minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3) Nothing

~ To calm before the storm...It means something!! And you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with NOTHING usually end in FINE!!!

4) Go ahead ( me I use 'Go ahead LAaaa!!!' )

~ This is a DARE, NOT permission. So DONT U DARE DO IT....!!

5) Loud *SIGH*

~ Is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. Means she thinks your are and idiot and why shez wasting her time arguing with you about nothing. [ Refer no 3 for reference]

6) Thats Ok @ Sokay

~ The most dangerous statement a woman can make to a man. Thats ok means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when yu will pay for your mistake.

7) Thanks

~ If a woman thanks you, do not question or faint. Just say 'you're welcome'.

8) Whatever....

~ Is a women's way of saying 'Fcuk YOU!!!'

9) Dont worry about it, I get it...

~ Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doin it herself. Ths will alter result in a man asking "Whats wrong??'" or "Whats your problem??"
For the woman to reply, pls refer to no 3 again....

10) Dont want!!!!

~ Means she want la, you idiot!!!!

So lazy to update laaa!!!!!!!

Soooryy Zee, I know u've been checking up on me.....But am tooo busy + lazy to update nowadays.....Ada story pun kedak xda story.....
Plus, we're having our external exam soon u noe.....Around mid october....Soo gotta really struggle for it...Since my AS result suxx....Don't ask what did I get.....

Btw, no pictures for IntiFest and Kuching Fest Stret Parade....Sooryyy people...Need a brand new camera.....

August :
2 weeks holiday was totally suxx ( end of august )...All I did was study, study, study...And in fact not a serious one....Was stranded at home all through the week, except if my cousin came to culik me out laaa....Then there was problem arised by the bf's house agent....Stupid old lady don't pay the house rent to the landlord, and instead eat all the money up...F**kin murtha fcuker...After the whole thing settled, where the bf have to pay the house rent again for the second time, he flew to KL and enjoy himself there...Release tension + stress...bllaaabllaalbaa....Abandon me here all alone....*huuuhhuuuhuu*

Then was having some conflict with some bitch whom somehow cant let go of her ex bf which is currently my bf....wtf....Malas la wana story....Buat sakit hati jak....Somehow people just don't like us to be together....

Wat else??? Owhh..Merdeka celebration.....Which is the next day after my conflict with the bitch and the bf....Suppose to go club for the countdown, release tension la tek.....But then my friend cancelled the plan and decide to join someone's birthday party, which I'm not interested in....Cried whole night + no appetite to eat still wana go people's birthday....Soooryy laa...Not in the mood....


September :
Not yet laaa....Maybe next update....hehehehee.....


And lastly....Am broke!!!! Arrrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need cashh!!!!!

Hye there,

Am busy.....Obviously.....
With IntiFest....Some sort of food fair in college...And I'm in charge of decoration....
This year aiming for "Best Stall Decoration" and "Best Profit"...Hopefully get one of those...hehehehe....Thats why soo busy....Our department got 2 stall to set and decorate..Huuhuu...And all I know is that I have biology brain instead of creative brain....U get wat I mean....

Then I'm also taking part in Kuching Parade....This year gona be a blast for our college.....We're wearing extra ordinary costume apart from the ordinary cultural costume....Hahahahaha....Too bad I'm still deciding on the costume....Curious??? Go and witness it for yourself...Its on 1st August at the city....KUCHING laaa....And of course, this year we're expeccting to win....Hehehehe....I'm not sure about the the title of the category tho...

Orite now, gotta go and finish up my decorating stuff thingy.....Its this saturday, 2nd August....DAmMm!!! My feet gona hurt after the long walk the night before.....*yaaayyadaaa yaadaaa....*
Will update again about those event.....Hopefully with some pictures this time.....

Nite..nite...

Condolence For A Fren Of Mine....

Why is life so VULNERABLE???

I just got a news that my friend's gf died few days ago back in Africa....Due to fire incident...OMG...I was totally shock + nervous + scared + pain in the chest like somebody just stabbed me....yaayydaaayyaadaaa...Geeessshh!! Its like I was the one who lost somebody close to me....Damnn!! It hit me real hard...

Just few months ago another friend of mine was talking bout his late father....And yeah...Was almost in tears when I heardhis story....Then just last week, my bf remembered his late sister (after listening to some song)....And he finally let it out to me....I never dare to question about it cause I know how sensitive this issue is to him....O my God...I never for once see how a tough guy like him become soo sad...He didnt show it...But just by looking into his eyes...I feel the pain...And then this...Died in a fire...O osshh!! I cant imagine it...I dont even wana go to that part...I feel the impact on me even though I dont noe who she is...


Hey T,

I’m so sorry to hear of your recent loss;
I’m sending my sympathy;
If you need someone to help you now,
Please, friend, call on me.

Remember that shez gona be with you...Always...
Be strong friend...Life goes on....