Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Happy April FOOL!!!

1st of April...
The uncertain of the origin of a foolish day....*huh??? wtf...*


Thank God I didnt get fooled by anyone...hahahaa....
And too bad...Was out of airtime to messed around people's life today....Sieennn....

OMG!!! I realize dat I've only posted 1 post last month...DArrnn!! Soo very2 lazy nowadays....

Finally, get to celebrate my belated birthday with Pri...Yeah..I noe...The actual date was like 3 weeks ago...But who cares??? It was a blast tho!!! Unbelievable...
Even the police wanted to join us....But we manage to 'shoo' dem away....

Neway, its Bie's Birthday today!!!! Hahahahaha!!! Wat a coincidence....April fool's baby...
Wished I'd make a fool of him today....But I think better not... I'm not mean enough to spoil his big day...uhuuhuuu...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!!!
*Uh-huh...I noe he loves brown..*


Enjoy urself yaaa....Eventho I cudnt make it...
Ammm sooo soory.....Will make it up to YOU sumday.....
~ Somewhere.....Over the rainbow.....wtf~
EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED bie...God Bless You n ur wishes...
Mish u here...



*duuhh!!! If only he read this....*

Herez sumthing for you....


Hrrrrmmmm.....Interesting....
Dun get 'too' high babe....

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Been a while since I've updated huh??
Woww!! Amm soo damn lazy nowadays...Hrrrmmm...
Finally, I'm settled down now...Thank God!! Thanks for all those blessings HE'd poured on me...
Hell yeah...Am enjoying my life sooo far...WTF!!

Soo...Wana noe wat I've accomplished last month?? hahaahahaaa...

I'm the founder of "SIPAI CLUB"...Specially joined by those bitch and those who bitches ppl...wtf...If you proclaim urself as one of the above...You're definitely welcome to join us...hahaha..

Studies is killing me!! So many chapter and assignment but soo little time...

Lecturers are pushing me to work harder...

I'm always in and out of problems...hrrrmmm...

I'm in LOVE!!!

I'm smiling 24/7 now...

I celebrated Valentine day!!! Awwww!!!

Got a box of Perfume and Chocolate for V'tine Day...Had my first candlelight dinner...hehehehee ;-P

I gained a few pound...Not good..Not good...Damnn!!

I hurt people...I rejected people...Tho people talks about me and hurt me...

Counting days to prom, its on the 8th...But problem..problem...Im stuck with what to wear...Everyone seems sooo rich to rent a dress from the bridal...I'd rather buy one...Too bad theres no pretty @ nice @ amazing dress one sold out there...Huuhuu...

Counting days to My 19th Birthday!!!! Weeee!!! But...When can I celebrate it?? Im soo occupied on every weekend of march...Haaiihh!!! And I'm on tight budget...




Excerpts from the inspiration poem:

"i am running into a new year"
~ by Lucille Clifton ~

"i am running into a new year
and the old years blow back
like a wind
that i catch in my hair..."

"...like
all my old promises and
it will be hard to let go
of what i said to myself
about myself
when i was sixteen and..."

"...even thirtysix but
i am running into a new year
and i beg what i love and
i leave to forgive me"

Sunday, February 17, 2008

U readers out there.....

If u're from Malaysia....Please...Please..Pleasss.....Vote for Kuala Lumpur for the world's first Global Monopoly....Its the world edition!!!

Its on http://www.hasbro.com/games/en_MY/kid-games/monopoly/

For now, they have selected 68 great cities (including KL) for us to choose...

Vote for your top 10 cities…And keep voting every day!!!

The 20 pre-selected cities with the highest worldwide votes on February 29 2008 will make it onto the board. Plus, you will have from March 1 to March 9 2008 to vote on the most nominated Wildcard cities. Only the top two will make it on the board!

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Finally, its holiday!!! Tho its only for 1 week...Am soo glad that Chinese New Year is finally here...The intension was to get loads of ang pao this CNY...Coz amm sooo damn fuckin broke rite now...UuurrrrggghH!!!!

Anyway, Sharon n I went to the airport yesterday to pick Joanna up....My BFF!!! Its been a while since I meet her...And of course, we omoz cried at the airport upon meeting each other...Aahhh!!! I just missed her soo much!!!

Sadly, Sharon fly back to Australia on that very same day...Night....*Huuhuuu* The 3 of us didnt get to hang out for long...We get to go to tHe Spring....Had our lunch at 'Sushi King'...And as usual, Sharon generously forked out a blue note n paid for everything...

Im very thankful


HRrrmmMm....Theres a lot of thing going in and out of my mind now...Am not sure how to express this feeling tho...Previous problems are yet to be settled...And then comes a new one...*Siigghh!!*

Its like everyone tidak puas hati with me...Why is dat soo?? Have I done anything wrong?? Have I offended you??? UuurrgghhHHhhhH!! Once, I was told "don't please others just to make them happy and displease yourself" Well, it really makes sense now...All this time, I've been pleasing people...Saying 'OK' and 'YES' to them eventho deep down inside I wanted to say 'NO'...Huuhuuu....And in the end, it kills me...And yeah..I got the blame for everything...DuhH!!! As if its my fault!!! DAmmitt!!

Another thing...Im not using anyone to replace anyone@ forget anyone...Geesshh!!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Friday, January 25, 2008

GotCha...!!!

=> Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!!
Ooppss...(Oh yeah, u're not "popular" if U've slept with more than 6 guys...Coz u're a HOE@ whore!!)

=> Guys maybe flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...

=> Guys go crazy over a girl's smile... *Izzit??? hrrmm...Coool...*

=> Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him...

=> Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-Bf or ex love -interest...

=> Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved... * ahh-haa...Oso need to be manja meh??? *

=> Don't talk about ur guy-friends to ur Boyfriend...

=> Guys get jealous easily... * Haaahhaaa!! Obviously... *

=> Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think...* EGO-ISM of course..No comment...*

=> Giving a guy a hanging message like "You noe wat??!! uUrrmm...Nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking...And he'll assume that he did something wrong and he'll get obsess about it trying to figure out what it is... * Heehhee... Yaa..yaa...I noe who that person can be...*

=> Guys are good flatters when courting but are usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like..

=> A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you... * Really?? I'll try it den...U there!! Be ready!!*

=> Guys love you more than you love them if they're really serious in the relationship...

=> Guys think way TOO MUCH... One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it...It can make the guy think about it for hours, tryin to figure out what it meant...

=> Guys seek for advise from girls not other guys...Because most guys think alike..So if one guy get confused, then so as the other...

=> When a guy ask you to leave him alone, he'z actually saying "please come and listen to me.." * Awww!!! So sweet...!!! *

=> If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him..It doesn't happen that often..So when it does, you knoe that sumthingz up...

=> If ur best friend seems to avoid you or never around when ur're with ur Bf...Hez probably jealous and yeah he likes u...

=> When a guys tell you that u are beautiful..Don't say u aren't..It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them...

=> When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he'z definitely thinking of something... * Hrrrmmm...I wonder what....*

=> Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.... * Oh yeah??? Ciss...I owes got punched wat...!!! Huuhuuu*

=> Guys has more problems than you can see with ur naked eyes... * Poor thing..Wish I can help thoo... *

=> Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys... * Aahhh-haaa!!! No wonder laa... *

=> Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more...

=> If you are going to reject a guy, just do it...Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more...Tell them that you're aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you...

=> Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them...

=> When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, dat means he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible...

Sunday, January 20, 2008

I'm NOT Ok...

Its a mistake...It shudn't have happened...O God, help me to overcome this...Why do I always fall?? And once I fall, I'll fall down really hard... :-(

Once again, I fall for the wrong guy...WTF!! Or maybe I was in the wrong situation...All this while, I've been telling myself that I'm just confused...Telling myself that the feeling is not real...Keep reminding myself that hez not mine...and will never be...DAmNn!!

Am sooo foolish to believe that I might have a chance...Guess I'm too stubborn to accept the fact that he belongs to someone else...Great!! Im just hurting myself even more...Its my fault tho...Even though there are loads of other guy out there...I stubbornly choose the one that Im suppose to stand away from....Sometime, I just dont understand myself....*blur*
And why on earth is this soooo painful??!!!

For 2 nights, I've been sleeping-not-soundly-n-not peacefully with those thoughts...My mind is a messed!! Gosshh!! I even planned to go out and get drunk 2 night ago...But I guess luck wasnt on my side again...Some technical problem occur that no one picks me up and I got stuck at home...Crying myself to sleep when I think of it...Cant believe I smoke today tho...Hell ya...wtf...And its like me smoking for the first time for this situation...Well, Im not an addicted smoker ok...Stupid brother...Keep your cigars out of my sight laa!!!

"With you" is on the speaker now...Huuuhuuu...Reminds me of him tho...DaRrrnNN!! Instead of admiring my favourite song, am actually starting to shed tears...UuurrgrggHH!H!!!! I hate it!! Hate this fuckin feeling!! And why am I so fuckin emotional???!!!

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Happy Birthday...


www.dontmezzwifme89.blogspot.com

is 1 year old today!!!



Yayyy!! Thanks to all u readers out there...For reading this lame blog of mine....And also to those whos given me all the comments, support and advices...


* Wish I could change my URL laa...huuhuu...*

~~ClueLess...We're on the ROAD to nowhere..I keep going back to the things that I need to walk away from..~~